Amanda Lasik

Last Entry

Well, I feel like I should write something really profound for my last entry. Unfortunately, my mind is drawing a blank right now. I came into this job with few expectations. I had very little work experience, little knowledge of technology, and only a faint idea what I would be doing at La Casa Hogar. I remember seeing my workplan for the first time at my orientation and thinking uh-oh I don't speak Spanish fluently and I'm lacking in some of these other skills as well.

One of the greatest things I learned this year was how to make-do with what I've got. When my Spanish was limited I tried to use patience and non-verbal communication to compensate. When I had never taught a computer class, I tried to stick to what I knew and how I would best learn the program. When I'd never written a grant before, I did my research and proofread extensively. My willingness to try new things resulted in a great deal of learning and the acquisition of many skills. My confidence level in my Spanish abilities has improved 100 times over, and I gained a lot of experience in working with committees and organizing volunteers.

I will look back on my VISTA year as a transitional point in my life. A difficult year in many ways, but also very rewarding. It will be sad to leave such an opening, welcoming place as La Casa Hogar, but I am excited for the next step of my life-whatever that may be!

My Work

My work at La Casa Hogar has affected me deeply on a personal level. I now have a much greater understanding of immigration and the real, complex issues that immigrants in the United States face. I will never really understand what it is like to live in a country where I don't speak the language, don't understand the laws, and work at a difficult job just to make ends meet However, I can say that simply by listening to their amazing stories, I gained a better understanding of the motivation that led these families to the United States.

The students of La Casa Hogar and I have very little in common. They have trouble understanding my independent spirit, why I am working at this organization as a volunteer, or why I am unmarried and have no kids. In turn, I have trouble understanding why they cannot go anywhere without their kids, and why anyone would focus that much energy and effort on cooking. But, something about the atmosphere of La Casa Hogar allows people to breakdown barriers created by background, money, and language. I saw within the women of La Casa Hogar a deep love for their families and a desire to make their lives better.

Luz Monroy, Data Management Coordinator, Bookkeeper, and former student said the following of La Casa Hogar, "...in La Casa Hogar, I have found my family, my home...that place that always has open doors, in which we can find refuge and feel safe, where nothing can harm us because among family, there is a bond of love that keeps us together."

My new "family" provided me with new perspective on my life and made me think about what is really important. I think that many Americans could learn a lesson from the Mexican culture about what it really means to be a family. Mexican familes in the United States face many barriers-language, income, cultural assimilation vs. maintaining heritage, but beneath all of that is a closeness that keeps families together through thick and thin.

My VISTA year provided me with the opportunity to branch out and meet people I never would've met otherwise. My heart has been touched many times over by the women of La Casa Hogar and the strength of their spirits.